Dear Diary..

Friday, September 30, 2011

It's a TEST, not a luck.

The decision has arrived. It's the starting point.
Dont worry, we'll go through it. It's just a matter of time.
We're so completely so able to sooo make it!

And its not a bad luck, its just a small test for us. Really small compared to others.


Thursday, September 29, 2011


Says Oprah, 1 in 20 women spent on something they dont really need.
1) they shop under emotional influences (stress, depressed)
2) they didnt bring their list to groceries store
3) they walk along the aisle just to HAVE A LOOK AROUND
4) they didnt check their account bills, cards outstanding unpaid balance, card;s limit left - before they go shopping
5) they didnt shop like men - go to the store, grab their stuff, pay the bills and left

Avoiding shopping is as easy as ABC - but when it comes to me, its difficult as XYZZZzz bla blaaa...aduh!!


Tuesday, September 27, 2011


For God sake, i double-parked my car with my phone number on the dashboard and some more you asked my."why the hell should i call you?" like..err...

That's the story. When some narrow-minded, modernized city folks cant just think as much as other ppl think. Staring on ppl (for just double parked your car!)as they had killed some of your stupid mother father loh! Ayyo. Dey, go back to yo hometown lah!

uh, i forgot. Maybe they felt angry at me because my face just looks like their ex-employer who just threw them away from the employee's list?oh sorry for that!ORRR..did they just told yu that yu are having HIV positive. pity yuu..BLUEK BLUEK. thats the reason why you get so angry..i forgive yuu! muaahaha..mua HA HA HA.

see you.

Saturday, September 24, 2011


Time goes by. Lin's married. Got pregnant!Jok's getting engage. Alan's had been 'risik'ED by torres. Maz, Sulas, A'an and Sam..and myself?still planning planning planning. Hehehe.
Me and hafiz.
We plan to get married soon. yeah, seriously we do think of getting our kids together. Live together. Do everything together. I cant wait! Money? Boleh dicari. Bak kate org, kalo asyik pk duit, smpi lebam kau tak kawen.
Uh, i just love him so much. I just cant live without him.God!
If sometimes there's some jealousness occur between us, Darling i just want you to know, its just because i just want you to be with me (yeah i know you will :) NO DOUBT.. (i would smack all the stupid ladies out there who's trying to interfere. SERIOUSLY - cause they should KNOW, they're just a piece of smelly dumbassisss RUBBISH)
Owh ok.
How's the feeling of buying barang2 hantaran together?AWWWWWWWWWW! so sweet!
Cant wait!! (again) kling kling kling.


Tuesday, September 20, 2011


i finished O&G.
i finished O&G.
im so damn very damn damn HAPPY.
that's all i know.

goodbye labour room calls. goodbye all stupid medico legal.
goodbye all crazy VE. good bye all amniotic fluids.

SO well~