R.I.P JOJI sayang.

one fine evening, my brother, Am rang me. "Kakak, hidong joji bedarah!". Dalam hati aku..humm..da tak lame joji ni. Terpakse redha. Allah lebih dia :'( Joji- she's my lovely lil kid of Bubu (my fat-chubby Moscowian cat). She has been diagnosed with peripheral neuropathy when she started to develop weakness of both back legs on 1/2/12. She cant even stand on it. Dragging is all she can do. Oh my, sedih gile kot wey. I brought Joji to Dr Cham's clinic, he's the vet. He said, all we can do was giving vitamin which can help the nerves to regenerate. From then, Joji started to take methylcobalamin twice a day. I noted Joji started to have small wound at her left leg. So again, me and my brother brought this little princess to Hospital Veterinary Gasing in PJ. Examinations done. Xray done, no fractures but she dont even have the pain of her both legs, even tho the vet lady pinched them to the max. "This is not a good prognosis" she said. But we still hoping and hoping that Joji will recover. Am created one special wheelchair..just for her. She's kinda like it. Cause she felt like getting back her legs.yay! Day by day,the more we lifted her up, the more pain she felt, the more fierce she was. We tot that's a good improvement( i mean in term of getting all her sensation nerves back). Tapi tak.... Am sms me on one fine evening. Telling me that Joji's having nose bleed. I was so worried. Thinking of going back home immediately. But two hours later, at 740pm..am sms me. "kakak, Joji dah mati". And i was like.. Whatttt! Ya Allah, sedihnye mase tu Tuhan je yang tahu betape sebak gila..menitis2 air mate aku dalam emergency room tu..i asked my brother to wait until i came home,before we buried her. Bila aku sampai rumah, aku bukak je selimut yang baru aku beli utk kaver cage Joji..she's there. Tapi tak bekelip-kelip pandang aku mcm die salu buat bila aku balik dari hospital. Terbaring kaku. Sejuk. Sesejuk-sejuknya. Kenapa Joji tak tunggu kakak..... :( Tapi kakak tahu..mesti Joji tengah gembira berjalan-jalan..lompat-lompat kat syurga kan?ade makanan lagi sedap dr whiskas..ade malaikat2 yang jage Joji lebih bagus dr kami jage Joji...aku bersyukur Ya Allah..ko da hentikan seksa Joji dekat dunia ni..alhamdulillah...walopon sedih sangat sangat sangat..aku tahu..Allah knows the best for everything. Semoga jumpa Joji di syurga. R.I.P Joji sayang (15/2/12).