Women tend to be more emotional than men.
Yeah.
Tonight, i feel myself annoying. Yes, my own-self. Why:
- lately i easily get annoyed by something/anything/anyone.
- i can't keep my patient longer than before.
- i hate to be around some ppl (some white-coloured skin, mata sepet) - i dont mean to be racist, but this is true. They're ANNOYING! especially this Cheras area (drove their fucking stupid exclusive car like this is their stupid motherfather's road)
- i easily increase my voice when speaking to those i love.
- i feel lost
- i feel stupid
- i feel darkness around.
(shyt, is this symptoms of depression?)
Argh. what happened.
Change Iznee change. Maybe i should get more rest? WTF. i had enough rest.
ergh!
Dear Diary..
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
reflexiOlgy.
huuuuu...dis is waT I call relaxinG! tamBah2 lagi when yU have to Oncall The nexT day.hehe. oncall. wisH cud write a letTer to anY of KKM's peep, requEstinG for NO ONCALLs! for soMe reason..(Like..allergic tO oncall?)..wee! haih, anYhow, noT a sinGle doctOr caN escape froM it.seriOusly!
AnYwey, had mY day fuLL of fun tOday..wenT oUt wif beebee yG gile mMg taK pnaH buaT our datinGness day boring!haih, bile nK kawen ni..like seriousLy. everyBodys gettin enGaGed.married.havinG own hapPy life.kalO hapY dgN famiLy sniriK je tkpe.nih sibOk2 tY akU ble nK kawen sUme.nmind2..koranG kaweN la Puas2 duLu..nati bLe aku
kawen..kOranG da expired da ms tu.hehehehehhe.
AnYwey, like He said..he's Gona stUck to Me like glue..yeah, and m goNa stucK to hiM like forever! ya LublU tebya babe!
ChEErs..
.AssalamUalaikum.
AnYwey, had mY day fuLL of fun tOday..wenT oUt wif beebee yG gile mMg taK pnaH buaT our datinGness day boring!haih, bile nK kawen ni..like seriousLy. everyBodys gettin enGaGed.married.havinG own hapPy life.kalO hapY dgN famiLy sniriK je tkpe.nih sibOk2 tY akU ble nK kawen sUme.nmind2..koranG kaweN la Puas2 duLu..nati bLe aku
kawen..kOranG da expired da ms tu.hehehehehhe.
AnYwey, like He said..he's Gona stUck to Me like glue..yeah, and m goNa stucK to hiM like forever! ya LublU tebya babe!
ChEErs..
.AssalamUalaikum.
Monday, March 21, 2011
new intrapostiNg team
UrolOgy.!!!
Hehe..tHe questiOn is : whY is it owez..I aM alOne durinG ONE-ward postinG..? Like in med 6, med 3.hum hum.
BUt its ok.
SumtyMe feel like workinG alOne in One ward wud Be mUch
Better.kot? buT if there's lini ,syazana..it wud Be mUchhhhh moreeeeeee better!!!!
Ok ok. urolOgy. yeah m alone Here for 2 weeks. and goiNg for HepatO team nxt. luckY its noT an OT week.if not,I DIE. serioUsly. but next week..I DIE.cause its OT weeK. and for The trilliOn time, m gOna die aLone. buwek2. staff nUrse kT surg 3 baek2 aja.oh yes for sUre akU bOle msoKkan CBD gne kaki saje after 2 weeks timw.kan??hahaha! wuh! esoK oncll. nK tido la!
ChEErs.
.AssalamUalaiUm.
Hehe..tHe questiOn is : whY is it owez..I aM alOne durinG ONE-ward postinG..? Like in med 6, med 3.hum hum.
BUt its ok.
SumtyMe feel like workinG alOne in One ward wud Be mUch
Better.kot? buT if there's lini ,syazana..it wud Be mUchhhhh moreeeeeee better!!!!
Ok ok. urolOgy. yeah m alone Here for 2 weeks. and goiNg for HepatO team nxt. luckY its noT an OT week.if not,I DIE. serioUsly. but next week..I DIE.cause its OT weeK. and for The trilliOn time, m gOna die aLone. buwek2. staff nUrse kT surg 3 baek2 aja.oh yes for sUre akU bOle msoKkan CBD gne kaki saje after 2 weeks timw.kan??hahaha! wuh! esoK oncll. nK tido la!
ChEErs.
.AssalamUalaiUm.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
hOme!
HOme finaLLy.after 8 Hours of alOr StaR - KL journeY.woo. mcm waY t0 KelanTan kot.anYwey, had fuN in Kedah. celebRatinG new-comEr into oUr famiLy. welcoMe ijat! haVe fun with us.HEHE..coNgratUlatiOnsss hanis & ijaT. zzZZzzz..Gona da da Now. TomolO got uroLogy to suffer with.hehe. nYtey malazia!
CHeeRs..
.AssalaMualaikUm.
CHeeRs..
.AssalaMualaikUm.
Friday, March 18, 2011
mYhaniS geTtinG enGaged today!
CoNgratUlatioNs babe!! Uh.wa yG kapeL 6 tahOn..lU yg tunanG lU..ape cer??hahaha! AnYwey, I'm deM haPpy for yu. BerakhirlaH sudaH pncariaN pasangan idOp spuPu akU ni.sungguH indah ceritenye!hahah.abG tenTera yaw! Haha! AnyweY, woKe uP today with fuLL of releaseNess.finishInG coLorectaL is a verY big satisfactiO to me! GOinG tO urology and hepAtoBiliarY for 11 weeks..tHeN tere yU go! Finishhingg surgery!!
chEErs..
.Assalamualaikum..e
chEErs..
.Assalamualaikum..e
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
im OperaTing!
iM nOt acTually 0PeratinG. but AssiSting!hahahah.. 3 OT coNtinuOUSly in 4 hOuRs..RetRActinG tHose bla bla (i canT remEmBer eVerY each oF thOSe surgical InstrumenTs la!). Hernia repAir, trachaL cyst remOvaL, LipomA removal. Lucky we duN Hev tYme for 2Nd Hernia. if Not i wiLL be stuck there like..EVER! uhh...waT i like abOut OT?
I LIKE THE OT SUIT. bole bwk tido!
anYwey, OT was fuN. i leaRnt a lOt. buT i wiSh i cud see tHis oNe Operation. PERICARDIECTOMY. How DatO raMzi And ProF Zamrin saFe mY pApa for his pericaditiss!
One day.
i wisH.
chEErs..
.assalaMuaLaikum.
I LIKE THE OT SUIT. bole bwk tido!
anYwey, OT was fuN. i leaRnt a lOt. buT i wiSh i cud see tHis oNe Operation. PERICARDIECTOMY. How DatO raMzi And ProF Zamrin saFe mY pApa for his pericaditiss!
One day.
i wisH.
chEErs..
.assalaMuaLaikum.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
owhh he's sO sweet!
lyKe o-mY-gOd.we wenT tO kLcc for YOgi BeaR today. WhIle waitinG for hiM doing sum stuff at the atm, I had My quick lOok on tHe barbie dolls (mY old-tyme favourite err untiL nOw btw..) At the tOys'®'us.I was attracted to this oNe barbie witH pinK guitar and with her cute pUrple mini skirt..Ɲ was thinKing of buying it. tHen, my boyfie came in. tOld him I wnT to buy this one (I can expecT his funnY-lOoking face when I told him that). yeas, he smiled. gElenG2 kpale a bit. anD tOok the barbie froM me and straighT away to the cashier. paid. I was like..errr...what? he paid the barBie doll? serious Ke? (I can't even believe it, he din eveN asked me Lotsa quests, no bebelan..)..haha! and then, after that.I realize, that he reallY levs me. hehehehhe. he knOw really levs barbie since small, ad never kept mY eyes Off the barbie dolls everytime I saw em. huh, lucky I am to have him. I lev hafiz so much, noone wud ever knOw hOw much lev this guy!!muah2!!
ChEErs..
.AssalamUalaikum.
ChEErs..
.AssalamUalaikum.
Friday, February 4, 2011
daY 4 suRgery dEpt.
MontH-5 of life..
ReaLLy taught me hOw tO b patienT. spending my tiMe for peoPle i never meT before. explOrinG their life history. makiNg peoPle comfortabLe by mY way of tellinG their family's sick condition. makinG sick people smiLe knowinG that they can gO hOme after days of injections and all boring ward stuff?
But, do theY ever knoe how mucH house officers suffer durinG their day of life?scolded bY seniors for thinGs they never did, thinG they never kNoe? hum, but its ok. its nOt going to be my way of teachinG my houseman later. I'm goinG to b gOod..reaL good..I promise.
HUrm..mY surgery postinG. so far so good. lUcky I have Nice colleagUe in my coLorectaL team. lini anD dEen. they tauGht me lots abOut adapting to tO ppl's ass and stUff. and all those shittY smell, has been mY new aroma..ugh ugH..gOd kNoes..haha! anYwey, specialisT and reG and are all good. hOpe la. I don't wanT tO hope mUch. hehe. anywey, surrouNdinG is Great. lOts of hOuseman from different teams. oh ya, paan bongoK also is in suRgery. uh, in endocrine and BREASTTT summore..he musT be haPPy guess?hahhaha!
Uh..okla. gona SambOng later!
ChEErs..
.AssalaMualaikum.
ReaLLy taught me hOw tO b patienT. spending my tiMe for peoPle i never meT before. explOrinG their life history. makiNg peoPle comfortabLe by mY way of tellinG their family's sick condition. makinG sick people smiLe knowinG that they can gO hOme after days of injections and all boring ward stuff?
But, do theY ever knoe how mucH house officers suffer durinG their day of life?scolded bY seniors for thinGs they never did, thinG they never kNoe? hum, but its ok. its nOt going to be my way of teachinG my houseman later. I'm goinG to b gOod..reaL good..I promise.
HUrm..mY surgery postinG. so far so good. lUcky I have Nice colleagUe in my coLorectaL team. lini anD dEen. they tauGht me lots abOut adapting to tO ppl's ass and stUff. and all those shittY smell, has been mY new aroma..ugh ugH..gOd kNoes..haha! anYwey, specialisT and reG and are all good. hOpe la. I don't wanT tO hope mUch. hehe. anywey, surrouNdinG is Great. lOts of hOuseman from different teams. oh ya, paan bongoK also is in suRgery. uh, in endocrine and BREASTTT summore..he musT be haPPy guess?hahhaha!
Uh..okla. gona SambOng later!
ChEErs..
.AssalaMualaikum.
Friday, January 28, 2011
hOlidey's cominG to its end..
Haihhh..haih...2 weeks of Day off are not enuFF for 4 months of nOnstOp workinG moNths..crazy? its moRe thaN thaT ican say..2 weekS full of relaxatiOns. shopping in bandunG. spendinG days wif boyfie with BowlinG and archery. new bB Bold 3. haviNg aLL bills n payMenTs settled. and tHe most important thinG - woKe uP late in the morninG! ayayai. nver BeeN dis happY yawl..! uhhh...bUt...m goinG to starT working again dis Monday...for another 4 months..nOnstOp..bUt i hope..I will have mY weekends off in suRgery..I hOopeeee!!plsssssss..heheheheheh..uh oH....anywey..lev typing usinG dis new keypad..aww awww!!hehehh
ChEErs.
.AssalamUalaikum.
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ChEErs.
.AssalamUalaikum.
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Wednesday, January 26, 2011
keep sHOpping keep sHoppinG!
lyke oMG! i cant stop my strong desire tO shop!! serioUsly..wheN mOnth coMe to its enD, then the NO-MONEY feelinG burniiiinnnnngg insideee..!hoooyeh!howww la..tO sTop..this is noo goOd at all..today..i sPent like 200+ for La Senza onli..nObodY seesss it anywey..wHy shOuld i spent lots and lots on it??haiya..then, i answer myself..saTisfactionn! yes, thats it. i shOp for myself, not for oTher ppl to see what i bOught, what brand i use... cOnfident..?yes, my boy owez asKed me, whats the diff using branded and nON-branded stuff. and i said, "i feel confident on it!" btol ke?sum ppl said, nonsense..! i said, up to yu! mY confidence, not yoUrs! heeeeee!m the one whO use it, not yu! heheheh..what laa i mraPu..gtg..GOnna get sum sleep..toMolo got verY importanT stuff tO do! weee!
chEErs..
.assalaMUalaikum.
chEErs..
.assalaMUalaikum.
Monday, January 24, 2011
baNDuNg!
yes! nOw i kNOe wHy pPl's eye ShineS wHEn i tOld em m Going tO baNDuNg! Burberry. Gucci. LV. ChaneL. fred pERry. Armani exChaNGe! thaT made Our moNey fLew AwaY. ho ho! owh, and im Surprised, wHen papa Said nothinG at all wHen we SpeNT like A LOT (seriously) of rinGgit tO shop! fuH fuh! anD m so going To JalaN riaU and DagO again wHeneVer i wenT to baNDung. jUst to shOp. like seriOuSly. temPorary streSs relief. yeahhh at least.. afTer been traPPed in the hOspital for alMOst 4 monthssss and nOn-stOp. haihh..anD the besT part was when we tOgetherly sHop for mY coUsin's weddinG dresss and ouR theme coLOurs for her weddinG is golddd..wahh!hanisssss gettinG married..!seloNoknyee..!aaaa aNd they kepT asking me wheN is mY turn?and i said, ask him!hehehehehhehehhe..levyu boy.hehehhe..oh yes, the spa. very relaxiNg..man! thanKs to pak muslih. our loyaL drivers.
im Gona miss all The facTory Outlets, mee Tek-tek, mee Kocok, ahli gigi, and lott more!
im Gona miss all The facTory Outlets, mee Tek-tek, mee Kocok, ahli gigi, and lott more!
Thursday, January 13, 2011
ONe doWn. 5 tO gO.
YeaH. m FiniShinG Medical depT sOOn. After 4 SuffferinG-mOntHs of mY earliesT Life. SufferinG kaH? yeaH, tell Me AbOUt it.
1) YOU've NObOdy tO crY tO durinG yO Hard times (when yu AcTUalLy heV to cOVer tHe warD aLONE.yeah aLONe)
2) yoU gOna be The dunGU-est PersoN in the waRd wHen yO seniORs cOMplaininG shYTs in FroNT of yO warD SpecialisT (whiLe yO sPeciaList was daMN satisFied wif yO work)
3) TheY Never APpreciaTE eVerY sINgLe thinG i did.. (yU Did This anD THaT, yu laTE a lil bit - YOU LEMBAB! ) bOleh?
4) i LoVe mY jOB. bUT tHey NeVeR aLLOw ME tO proVe MYself.
i Used tO gO ouT to THe corridOr, crY MyselF oUt. THinkinG y m ChOosinG this waY. mY HeaRT said, thiS is tHe waY. i Oni heV this in My life. jusT go ON. i hATE workiNG in sUrroUNding where all the peoPle mAde a ruBbish looK at Me. hah!~ mcM ko BagUs sgt kan?
BUT, mY PapA said. EnJOY tHe mOmenT.
yeas paPa, m enJoyinG The moMent.
God, heLp me wiTh this. i reaLLy Need the StrenGth.
chEErs.
.assalaMualaikum.
1) YOU've NObOdy tO crY tO durinG yO Hard times (when yu AcTUalLy heV to cOVer tHe warD aLONE.yeah aLONe)
2) yoU gOna be The dunGU-est PersoN in the waRd wHen yO seniORs cOMplaininG shYTs in FroNT of yO warD SpecialisT (whiLe yO sPeciaList was daMN satisFied wif yO work)
3) TheY Never APpreciaTE eVerY sINgLe thinG i did.. (yU Did This anD THaT, yu laTE a lil bit - YOU LEMBAB! ) bOleh?
4) i LoVe mY jOB. bUT tHey NeVeR aLLOw ME tO proVe MYself.
i Used tO gO ouT to THe corridOr, crY MyselF oUt. THinkinG y m ChOosinG this waY. mY HeaRT said, thiS is tHe waY. i Oni heV this in My life. jusT go ON. i hATE workiNG in sUrroUNding where all the peoPle mAde a ruBbish looK at Me. hah!~ mcM ko BagUs sgt kan?
BUT, mY PapA said. EnJOY tHe mOmenT.
yeas paPa, m enJoyinG The moMent.
God, heLp me wiTh this. i reaLLy Need the StrenGth.
chEErs.
.assalaMualaikum.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
THIS IS THE TRUTH
" I DONNO WHY YU CAME TODAY..IF YU WANA STAY,STAY. IF YU WANA GO, PLS~"
How wiLL yOU descriBe my feelinG wHen yo MO said ThaT tO Yu aFTer yU sPenT abOut 2 hOUrs finishing aLL the waRd roUNd by yOurSelf aNd waitEd for hiM juSt tO syNc the report?
YesteRDay.
aLL HoUse officerS are eligibLe to GeT 2 day Off aFter workinG for 12 dayS of iNterupTed workinG dayS. sO, it depeNds on hOw yOur waRd specialisT aRraNGed the day off for his/Her HOs.sO, froM mY side, mY LoVEy-DuVEY SpECIALisT gaVe us 1 daY of over the weekend.and me anD haFyz need tO plan whO's gOna worK oN suNday and wHo's oN saturday.
BUT..
our BELOVED mo have this UNSATISFIED FEELING towaRDs the days off That had been given to HO's. i doNo y, buT They reaLLy neeD BOTH of us to be in The waRD doiNg the round on BOTH suNdaY aND satUrday.reasON: HAfyZ 's still new, i Need tO guidE him.SUMMARY: NO DAY OFF FOR US..bOdoh.
So the issUe now, they Are not satisFY wif me, cause i msGed dR sakthis tO inform that me n hafiz r not goinG tO haVe our day off thiS weekend (abi - ouR lead HO said anything can sTraightly be discuss wif specialist - new rules!)..sO..maYbe dr sakthiS calleD dr siva la kot ckP itu ini itU ini kan..sO panaS la memBer tuuu....sO sUmmary nYe dr siVa da tanaK ckP aPe2 nGn akU da lpas nih.die soH aKu straight ckp nGn dr sakthis.Better kot. haih, da jadi MO pon emO lagi..asyik doK ulanG ayat yg same - "we Used to be in yoUr sHoesss...bUt we worKed 365dayssss per Year" CRAP.BULLSHIT la tambi!
chEErs.
.assalaMUalaikum.
How wiLL yOU descriBe my feelinG wHen yo MO said ThaT tO Yu aFTer yU sPenT abOut 2 hOUrs finishing aLL the waRd roUNd by yOurSelf aNd waitEd for hiM juSt tO syNc the report?
YesteRDay.
aLL HoUse officerS are eligibLe to GeT 2 day Off aFter workinG for 12 dayS of iNterupTed workinG dayS. sO, it depeNds on hOw yOur waRd specialisT aRraNGed the day off for his/Her HOs.sO, froM mY side, mY LoVEy-DuVEY SpECIALisT gaVe us 1 daY of over the weekend.and me anD haFyz need tO plan whO's gOna worK oN suNday and wHo's oN saturday.
BUT..
our BELOVED mo have this UNSATISFIED FEELING towaRDs the days off That had been given to HO's. i doNo y, buT They reaLLy neeD BOTH of us to be in The waRD doiNg the round on BOTH suNdaY aND satUrday.reasON: HAfyZ 's still new, i Need tO guidE him.SUMMARY: NO DAY OFF FOR US..bOdoh.
So the issUe now, they Are not satisFY wif me, cause i msGed dR sakthis tO inform that me n hafiz r not goinG tO haVe our day off thiS weekend (abi - ouR lead HO said anything can sTraightly be discuss wif specialist - new rules!)..sO..maYbe dr sakthiS calleD dr siva la kot ckP itu ini itU ini kan..sO panaS la memBer tuuu....sO sUmmary nYe dr siVa da tanaK ckP aPe2 nGn akU da lpas nih.die soH aKu straight ckp nGn dr sakthis.Better kot. haih, da jadi MO pon emO lagi..asyik doK ulanG ayat yg same - "we Used to be in yoUr sHoesss...bUt we worKed 365dayssss per Year" CRAP.BULLSHIT la tambi!
chEErs.
.assalaMUalaikum.
Monday, November 1, 2010
hOW tO be A gOOd Doctor
first anD foremoSt, tO b a GOod Doctor, Yu hev tO knOw wat yuR doinG. aRE yu DOING yO jOb or Yu Just hEV to dO yO jOB becausE ITS Yo JoB.
jd HO mMG byK cabaraN. YU heV tO wAke uP reaLLY early in the MOrninG becaUSe there's a toNSSSSSS of bottlE det need to be fiLLed in wIf bLood bEfOre yO so-heLpfuL MO cOMe aND do the waRd rouNdS. tHen, foLLow the roUNds, then yU ll Be GiveN AGAIN toNSsss of bLood Bottle to be fiLLEd in again..(repeaT bLood KATENYE)..patIenTs da nYumpah2 kat aKU..."haiYaaaaaa doktoo..hali2 maHU anGkaT dalah..kasi MAti saja saMa saya lagi bagOSss"..BebuiH la PUlak mulOt akU nk kne exPlain..itu ini...fiNe..
caSe referraL : "iZneEee..aWk tolOng refer BEd nii tO cardiO..BeD nii tO nePhrO.." begegas gitu aKU pegi aMik fiLe patienT..KEne Belek saTu2 cAse die..Kene Plak akU yg lemBaP ni Kan..caLL carDiO..pUppp Kene MAraH sedas.."aWaK niiii TataU keS caNE nK refer..PanggIl yO MO now!" Kene MAraH jugak?haih, niaT hati nK tolOnG MO je..haiSh..ni LA duGaaN..tK kNe maraH caNE nk Blaja kan..?right!
humm..bUT whaT if..yU have doNe nOthinG wroNG(kot..) bUt oTher MOs are talkiNG abOut yU behind yo bacK.withoUt Telling yu wat's gOInG oN..waT haVE yu doNe wroNg..tHey duN even haVE gUTS to tell Me iNfroNt Of MY face.stupidO really. TheSe ppl aRe reaLLy gettinG into mY nerves!
I duncare if tHey waNa telL me whaT haVe i done wrong, but pLS la. duN talk behiNd My bacK.its sO not professioNaL..kan?haih..Br masoK keje SbUlaN tp da mcm2 haL jd..nK mnanGis?haih, so not wortH it.sedih?mmG la sedih tP maraH tuh lagi byk dr sedih, caUse i tot These ppl realLy haVe braiNS, but they duN even haVE one.pakai lutot je.haih!
chEErs.
.assalamUalaikum.
jd HO mMG byK cabaraN. YU heV tO wAke uP reaLLY early in the MOrninG becaUSe there's a toNSSSSSS of bottlE det need to be fiLLed in wIf bLood bEfOre yO so-heLpfuL MO cOMe aND do the waRd rouNdS. tHen, foLLow the roUNds, then yU ll Be GiveN AGAIN toNSsss of bLood Bottle to be fiLLEd in again..(repeaT bLood KATENYE)..patIenTs da nYumpah2 kat aKU..."haiYaaaaaa doktoo..hali2 maHU anGkaT dalah..kasi MAti saja saMa saya lagi bagOSss"..BebuiH la PUlak mulOt akU nk kne exPlain..itu ini...fiNe..
caSe referraL : "iZneEee..aWk tolOng refer BEd nii tO cardiO..BeD nii tO nePhrO.." begegas gitu aKU pegi aMik fiLe patienT..KEne Belek saTu2 cAse die..Kene Plak akU yg lemBaP ni Kan..caLL carDiO..pUppp Kene MAraH sedas.."aWaK niiii TataU keS caNE nK refer..PanggIl yO MO now!" Kene MAraH jugak?haih, niaT hati nK tolOnG MO je..haiSh..ni LA duGaaN..tK kNe maraH caNE nk Blaja kan..?right!
humm..bUT whaT if..yU have doNe nOthinG wroNG(kot..) bUt oTher MOs are talkiNG abOut yU behind yo bacK.withoUt Telling yu wat's gOInG oN..waT haVE yu doNe wroNg..tHey duN even haVE gUTS to tell Me iNfroNt Of MY face.stupidO really. TheSe ppl aRe reaLLy gettinG into mY nerves!
I duncare if tHey waNa telL me whaT haVe i done wrong, but pLS la. duN talk behiNd My bacK.its sO not professioNaL..kan?haih..Br masoK keje SbUlaN tp da mcm2 haL jd..nK mnanGis?haih, so not wortH it.sedih?mmG la sedih tP maraH tuh lagi byk dr sedih, caUse i tot These ppl realLy haVe braiNS, but they duN even haVE one.pakai lutot je.haih!
chEErs.
.assalamUalaikum.
Monday, October 4, 2010
buKaN snG nK senanG :)
hum..itS my 7th daY of poStinG...and i duN thinK i waSteD all mY tiMe camtu Je...liKe ade OrG kisah ke iZnee..(huu...emO plaaakk..??HAHA)...lOTsa thinG i Learnt froM here..dgN HO tak cukOPonye...dgN byK giLe mNde Br nK kNe Blaja..bkN sNg jd doKto..kaLO stakat thEory Blaja HebaT, tp tk cukoP skill dlM practice..saMaaa sajaa cita diaaa..MO akU pnh ckP..."iZnee. LearN froM exPerieNce..benDe tuh kt x akaN dpt dlM tHeory...tHeorY tuh skitt je..."..yeS i do beliEve her..caUSe sHe's noW hAs beeN a gReaT MO!aNd baik!anD palinG saba dgN aKU..!haha..dlM aKU waT senGaL kraBU die bOle lagi panggil akU ADEK..sweeT kan?hihihuM tp esoK akU da nK tuKa ward.mcM taK seswai akU doK kaT medical 2 uh..byK sgT case..tOo mucH tO Be thinK of..sO SHAhrul aka HO yg da nK abIs 1sT poSting(4 mOnthS) traNSfer akU dkt HEmatOloGi dept..sNG skIt kaTEnYE..kE die naK raGginG aKu..mmG akU tak maapKan kturuNan die dOnie akHirat..HAHA..anywey..akU sbEnanYe nk uPdate bLog nih sicne 1sT dey of mY hOUsemanship...tP..KesediHan dan kesyahduaN tlH mnGikat ketat mcm kne iKaT dgN tourniqUET GITU..awW...hahah..mS first day..lpaK je..Blaja guNe short forM..aih..da rase da sTreSs die dI hari PtamE yg MUlie uH..kbetulaN mY couZ si hanIs ngOKnGek call..Menderu2 laa..taK Tahan laGi..tepoN plak si sYg saYE..hum...ckP psL die..i feeL pitY of hiM....gf Keje laME gile..smPI ke mlM...Naseb beK die pON keje blik lmbt..tkde la rase sGT kan...levYu:) hum2..
2Nd daY..papa anD mAMa siaP aNta kat lUa uMA agi before akU g Keje..sediH giLe oK ms uh..hati tgH streSs..mama papa pLaK anta samPi klua uma..jUSt to giMME sUpport...iLL trY mY best papa, MamA..jusT for yU gUys :))adoYai, nK sTudy sKit..haiyOh! suDa keliJa poN mahU sTadi laGi Kaaa??mUsti la aPekkkk..apA lU pk??? LU PK la SniriK meOnnnn... :P
SmLm akU oN-caLL..i duN even kNow hOw to ClerK the caseS using malaYSian sTyLe..sO akU paklai taram kroMo aaa...hamiK ko...MO on caLL uh ckP aKU IRRITATING.. :(( sediH gile...buT maMA saLU ckP..IZNee AdliNa nih ToUgH..(tatau la mkSd mama Uh tough muScle ke aPe..hakhkaha)..basicaLlY..i triEd tO njoY mY few moNtH of sUfferiNG..anD aFter dis..m so goNa shOw eM thaT tHe reaL iznee wiLL coME out SOON..
chEErs..
.aSsalamUalaikuM.
2Nd daY..papa anD mAMa siaP aNta kat lUa uMA agi before akU g Keje..sediH giLe oK ms uh..hati tgH streSs..mama papa pLaK anta samPi klua uma..jUSt to giMME sUpport...iLL trY mY best papa, MamA..jusT for yU gUys :))adoYai, nK sTudy sKit..haiyOh! suDa keliJa poN mahU sTadi laGi Kaaa??mUsti la aPekkkk..apA lU pk??? LU PK la SniriK meOnnnn... :P
SmLm akU oN-caLL..i duN even kNow hOw to ClerK the caseS using malaYSian sTyLe..sO akU paklai taram kroMo aaa...hamiK ko...MO on caLL uh ckP aKU IRRITATING.. :(( sediH gile...buT maMA saLU ckP..IZNee AdliNa nih ToUgH..(tatau la mkSd mama Uh tough muScle ke aPe..hakhkaha)..basicaLlY..i triEd tO njoY mY few moNtH of sUfferiNG..anD aFter dis..m so goNa shOw eM thaT tHe reaL iznee wiLL coME out SOON..
chEErs..
.aSsalamUalaikuM.
Friday, August 13, 2010
MalAysia.for.EVer.
iTs beeN a while.One mOnth.yeas.its been a mONth.nothinG great haPpeNed.no new chanGEs.eh ye ke?mcm Ade.ive BecoMe lazier thaN before.haha.normal la tuh kan..?org habiS blaja.enJoy la Puas2 :) aNYwey, pUase pOn da staRt.i wanTed to go oUt and have sOme tiMe with mr bebY saye, buT Then..He's kinda bUsy.oUtstation-inG Here and There.but thats the chaLLenge we HAve to face.i mussttt sUPport him.whateVe he do.i caNNot get geT get cranKy if he din layan me a loT.pahaM jiwe Katekan.aww Aww..humm..macaMaNe la bLe aku da stat keje.but i kNOe he UNderstaND me more thaN myself.hahah.
oH, God..pls pls..lEmme work aNd get mY inductioN after raYe.yes, exactly After RaYe.i kNow my wisH seeMS to direct and MenYamPahkan..buT Pls....God :) GimMe mY 'final' chance tO raYe with FreedoM aNd no-resPONsibilitiesssss!!
oNe More..BLACK or WHITE...???aghh!
chEErs..
.assalaMualaikum.
oH, God..pls pls..lEmme work aNd get mY inductioN after raYe.yes, exactly After RaYe.i kNow my wisH seeMS to direct and MenYamPahkan..buT Pls....God :) GimMe mY 'final' chance tO raYe with FreedoM aNd no-resPONsibilitiesssss!!
oNe More..BLACK or WHITE...???aghh!
chEErs..
.assalaMualaikum.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
ASL TRAVELS the stupidest
life Been mIseraBle.beeN cheaTed bY traVel aGEnTs.tHe flight tickeTs canceLLed durinG checK-in.bOUghT new flighT tickeT for abOut doubLe the price.sHortened mY triP @ egYpt from 3 to 2 dayS.OMFG. azad is The BaNgsaT fUcHinG pUkhiMak froM BANGLAdesh.fuh fuh..calM down izNee.duN jUSt be as sTupid as him.stuPido of The sTupidesT.yU shUd heV lyke burn down yO office And maKE sure yu R in The builDing..fucHqers.
p/s: oH, oNe mOre.PRAKASH keling, duN leT me see Yo face.or m reallY gOna kick yO stUpid BaLLs (oh, du yu really heV one?) fucHqErs AGAIN.botH of yu.
chEErs.
.assAlaMualaikum.
p/s: oH, oNe mOre.PRAKASH keling, duN leT me see Yo face.or m reallY gOna kick yO stUpid BaLLs (oh, du yu really heV one?) fucHqErs AGAIN.botH of yu.
chEErs.
.assAlaMualaikum.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
AZAD again?
hOmai HomaigOd.SyaiREeN juSt pOsted UP her NeW cONtroVerSiaL staTUs! she'd StuckED aT d airpOrt toDay, becaUse sUm sTupid traVeL agenT diN confirMed her reaL fliGHt statUS.whicH sHe haD been waitinG-lisTed! wadafat!im So Gona caLLeD tHe eGYpt air Office TomOrrOW..YeS i shud.AZAD nih taK HABIS2 NYUSAHKAN ORG kan?tp stiLL ramai OrG nK beli nGn die **tmasOK aKu** Ye La Bai! saPE tanaK arge Murah!HAHAHAHA.tp aLhamduLillaH sO far aKU beli air ticket ngN manGkok nih, tadek proBlem lagi.araP2 taHOn nih oK jUgek..cuMe ade tyMe2 sYMptOm tambi die MenJelme, ms uh la die MrabaN dlm sNyOMan.cauwa! BesaBalah syaireen!yu gO girL!
chEEr.
.assalaMUalaikum.
chEEr.
.assalaMUalaikum.
Friday, June 25, 2010
duLu 2 bUlAn, skaNg 2 hari.
skJaP sGt ms bLalu..**hum2**..duLu sibOk exciteD dgN jOK.."weyyy laGi 2 bulannn Kt nK grad!lagi 2 bUlaN pareNTs kt nk smpii..weeehe!~" tP skaNG nih..NK excited PoN da TaKde kederaT nk exciTed da.rS cam naK PenGsan ble Papa n MAma aRe So GOna arriVe leSs than 48 hOUrs! auuuuuwwwWw..isK tP dupdap dUp dap skit2.aPe reactioN deranG bLe tGK hosTel ni.oh! air PanaS da ade!! tadik aKU mndi mcM taK pnaH mandi sBUlan! exciteD giLE hOKay.gosOK sane GOsoK sini.gOsok gg pOn hULor muLot Bwh btg paip..pUnyela meManfaatkaN kedataNGan air PanaS tbabit..
oH babY bubu! sHe'll be free froM quaraNtinE thaNg tomOlo! and her PapA (err i meaN mY hafiz) gOna gO pick her Up.haha.nih Baru anaK kucinG.da mcm anK maNusie gamaKNye.tp akU sYG bUbu..sgt2.die chantik!aaa..thaNks sYG.waLOpon td kt aDe pdeBataN yg adiL dan saKsaMa psL print cert bUbu tu, tP awK sGt coMel.?hihi.m So LovinG yu.
uh, theSe 2-3 days haD BeeN my bUSIEST day ever! hOSteL feeS yg perlu ditoPap daN jugaK campur aduk dgN rUssian pUNye keje yg wadafaT pLus amik chOp sanE sini yg haPekejadahNye akU poN taK pahaM (oH mungkin drG nk tjK yg drg nih sYStemaTic and secUrity high tahaP gaban -> liKe Yeuw..!) pLus2 packiNG uP stUffS yg baNyaK mcm nK bniaGe bagai.pnat pnat *fUh fuh*
ok ah, esOK nk smBg vacuUm2 kmaS2 basOh2 ape2 yg paTot befOre the arrivaL of raJe daN permaiSuri ksaYaNgaN Beta!
chEEr.
.assaLaMualaikum.
oH babY bubu! sHe'll be free froM quaraNtinE thaNg tomOlo! and her PapA (err i meaN mY hafiz) gOna gO pick her Up.haha.nih Baru anaK kucinG.da mcm anK maNusie gamaKNye.tp akU sYG bUbu..sgt2.die chantik!aaa..thaNks sYG.waLOpon td kt aDe pdeBataN yg adiL dan saKsaMa psL print cert bUbu tu, tP awK sGt coMel.?hihi.m So LovinG yu.
uh, theSe 2-3 days haD BeeN my bUSIEST day ever! hOSteL feeS yg perlu ditoPap daN jugaK campur aduk dgN rUssian pUNye keje yg wadafaT pLus amik chOp sanE sini yg haPekejadahNye akU poN taK pahaM (oH mungkin drG nk tjK yg drg nih sYStemaTic and secUrity high tahaP gaban -> liKe Yeuw..!) pLus2 packiNG uP stUffS yg baNyaK mcm nK bniaGe bagai.pnat pnat *fUh fuh*
ok ah, esOK nk smBg vacuUm2 kmaS2 basOh2 ape2 yg paTot befOre the arrivaL of raJe daN permaiSuri ksaYaNgaN Beta!
chEEr.
.assaLaMualaikum.
Monday, June 21, 2010
aFter 6 yeARs.
im sO gOna miSs all THe adreNaline-ruSh fLowinG uP n down tHru my BloOd sTReaM durinG exaMs.oh, maYbe i can ganti it wiTh tHe ruSh of KENE MARAH DGN DOCTORS?SPECIALISTS?welcoMe izNEe.nOpe, i dowana thiNK abOUt it.waT i waNt nOw..arrivinG of MY FAMILY in MOscOW!! cpTla cptla! i canT wait tO let'em see My DAMN COOL HOSTEL..with 'HOT WATER' aND proPer sLeepiNG pLAcEs.haha..tHey muSt b prOUd of ME.sO calleD the RUSSIA-SURVIVOR.auchh.am i..?Yes.i aM.we aRE The sUrvivORs..21sT jUNE 2010.The daY we finiShed eVerythiNg.The SchoOl.THe paperS.ThaNk God for aLL thE BLessiNGs yu giVe..MAHA KAYA.MAHA MEMAKBULKAN.
huM, bb's gOing TO RedaNG.suDdenLY oN his way tO The Bus statiON, HiS pHOne sHUt-down aND NeVe caN be POwer On again.ah!i miSyu dy.deyyy..!wait foR Me baBE..spaRe soMe cheeKS for Me tO bite k.nOm nOm NOm.err..hahahahha.
hOw aRe yU BUbu?mOMma n mOmMy missYU so much..we NeeD yU tO gataL2 wif Us durinG our haPPY dayS here.humm..
chEErs.
.assalaMUalaikum.
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